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[Jul. 30th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
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Happy Happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRIMMY!!!!!!! |
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[May. 13th, 2006|11:24 am] |
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Since my last post i have gotten married. The ceremony was beautiful. I have some pictures i that i will post soon. honeymoon was fun. But when we got back we both had food poisoning. And i have been sick with other things since then. Finally went to the dr and now have some medicine. woot.
but here is my problems: I have a super bad feeling that a few friends are talking bad about me behind my back. I have no proof- just a deep in my gut feeling. I have not gone out since i have been married. i think we maybe went to ihop one night but nothing major. i dont really like bars and clubs. And im def. not going without jerry. maybe that doesnt make since but its a safety thing with me. if the shit hit the fan he could and would protect me. and because i have been sick i've been doing nothing but sleeping and watching tv. so hopefully i'm overreacting because that would super hurt my feelings if people are truly talking bout me behind my back. |
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[Apr. 28th, 2006|12:47 am] |
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for those who dont know Jerry and I are getting married on saturday. I super excited-- super worried. worried about the weather; worried that i will look horrible; worried that all my attendents will be late; worried that the cake and the flowers will not be here on time. HELL--- IM JUST WORRIED! |
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[Mar. 28th, 2006|06:12 pm] |
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i have never hated my parents so much as i do right this second. im pissed!!!!1 |
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[Feb. 27th, 2006|02:24 am] |
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i have way too many issues. we all know this. what we need to figure out is how i can get over these issues. please help |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2006|02:19 am] |
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had a blast on my birthday. my honey is so good to me. god i love him. cristina just rocks and buys me random awesome things like the earings and the duck. so cool. |
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[Feb. 17th, 2006|01:05 am] |
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my father is a sick sick man. he put a count down clock the the desk top of the computer so i know how may months, days, hours, etc are left until my wedding. all i do when i am on the computer is stare at this clock thing. super excited about the wedding dont get me wrong. but i am so scared that something is going to go wrong. and all i can think is i have so long to fix it. love ya. |
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[Feb. 9th, 2006|12:26 am] |
Promised grimmy i'd post this.
okay-- i live in the country. we have a bunch of farm animals around here and its nothing for me to hear a rooster crowing-- if im up that early. But the other night i could have sworn that i heard a pig squealing. and it keep getting louder and louder. so im thinking "that damn pig next door got out of the pin again". i open the front door and this very large pig is running as fast as his little piggy legs are letting him with a man screaming " COME BACK HERE!! i AIN'T DONE WITH YOU YET" so im like omg wtf. Turns out this pig has been squealing all night long. Poor little piggy. i hope that he wasnt getting raped. b/c that happened alot to the poor ag animals at the high school i went to. i live in a sick town |
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[Feb. 5th, 2006|12:31 am] |
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today i went to prob the worst baby shower ever! OMG i felt very unwelcomed the entire time we were there. a good childhood friend is having her 1st baby. its a girl and im super excited. but it was the other women from the church that were there that made me fell like i was trash. i was asked a lot what i do for a living. well i was canned back in novemeber. that response got a sour look. so if i am not working then i must be going back to college. well not yet. more dirty go to hell looks. well then if i am not working or going to school what on earth do i do w/ my time. so all those women can take a flying leap off a bridge for all i care. bitches |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2006|01:33 am] |
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i think my dog has a death wish. when i let him out to go potty, he was licking something off the rocks under my mom's van. not sure what is was. smelled odd and was oily. the van has been parked there for at least a month. stupid dog. but if something happens to that ball of bad smell i'd prob go nuts. anyone have a guess of what it may be so i can call the vet tomorrow? |
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[Feb. 1st, 2006|12:19 pm] |
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posting from my granny's house. dont mean to be a snob but i hate dial up. it takes way to long. so grandma is doing a lot better. the dr. just want us to watch her so she doesnt do to much. this morning she wanted to clean and repaint her kitchen.
so i been having so horrible dreams lately. in each one im in a car wreak and i either burned very badly, limb torn off, and so and so. i have no clue why i dream such thing. and i wake up freaking the f*ck out. and then i dont want to go back to sleep. so i am super tired |
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[Jan. 27th, 2006|05:03 pm] |
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just got back from beaumont. Grandmother is better. The stroke was on the left side of the brain. But the only thing that i think is really wrong is her speech is still kinda slurred. wednesday it was bad. i really was thinking that we were going to lose her. To be quite honest if it wasnt for jerry i think i would have nutted up on wed. and cristina and joe-- thank you for your kinda thoughts. love you all |
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[Jan. 25th, 2006|12:08 pm] |
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my grandmother had a stroke this morning. i dont know any details |
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[Jan. 11th, 2006|10:58 am] |
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im not sure why on earth my father has to have the tv at the highest volume at 9:00am and then be in the computer room playing a game -turned up to max volume also. When i get in late, i try to be as quiet as possible. its just crap |
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[Dec. 28th, 2005|12:33 am] |
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i just got mooned. on baker. big fat pimply butt. oh i love living in baytown |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|12:35 am] |
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im a horrible person. really horrible. the girl you always hate. yep thats me.
I'm selfish. I hate horror movies w/ a purple passion. I refuse to go see them. But i drag my honey to see chick flicks. which he hates. but he goes to see them. With me. The Horrible person.
Im jealous. Im jealous of my friends. Of their out going ness when im a wallflower. Not that i want to be them. That is just who they are. Just wish i was a little more out there. Damn Im a bitch.
And the real kick in the butt. Get ready for it. Im CRYING my little stupid heart out b/c my austin no longer lives here. I know it stupid. A 14 month baby needs to live w/ his parents but DAMN IT I WANT HIM BACK AT MY HOUSE!!!! He made the little time that i have to be here so much more happy. this little ball of fire and this great big grin. It didnt matter how bad a day i was having; how many mean and hurtful things my mother just told me-- this kid would walk over and give me a hug and a kiss and just make it all go away. at least for a moment. And its not like they moved across the country. Just across town. But its not the same.
So what i guess i need to do is: go to a scary movie- i owe jerry about 5 of them now. I need to get out more and meet new people and dont give a damn what they think of me. And for me being so depressed about my nephew-- yeah i'll get over that one later. Oh sorry for the long post. forgot how to do the behind the cut thing. |
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[Dec. 24th, 2005|08:41 am] |
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Yesterday while i was at hobby lobby w/ my sis in law finishing up some last minute christmas shopping, she told a cashier "Merry Christmas" after she was rang up and we were leaving. The cashier responded. " Fuck you. Im a Jew. I'm a fuckin' Jew". Well that was uncalled for. I was so surprised that i couldnt say a word. So what is it about the holiday that puts people in such a bad mood? Yesterday alone i has flipped off, cut off, almost t-boned and this is all just driving from the mall to hobby lobby. Anyways-- so i dont offend anyone-- Happy Holidays. |
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[Dec. 16th, 2005|01:20 am] |
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My brother, his wife and their cute baby are moving out of our house on the 26th of this month. When i first heard this i was kinda upset. I love that they have been here for the past 6ish months. The house is never quite, never clean and has truely felt like a home. But since monday i cannot wait till david and sarah move out. Over the last few days she has turned into a major bitch with these rude snide comments every few mins like" i'll be so glad when we move out so i can start cooking again". Well she could have cooked plenty of times here with BOTH my parents working. Why did she wait till mom got home and ask her what she was fixing for supper. Earlier the baby slipped on something and did like this painful looking nutcracker split. I ran to pick him up ( He is 14 months.) and when i brought him to her-- she was watching her stories... guess one life to live is more important then her son-- she told him in this baby voice that she will be so glad when they leave so i will stop babying him and picking him up. HELLO the kid prob ripped his boys in places and if i would have done that i'd would have cried also. what a lazy ass. she makes me want to scream. So yeah cannot wait till they move-- but they can leave the baby here. He is cute. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2005|11:49 pm] |
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I saw my ex today at wal-mart. I hate him. If the SOB died today i wouldnt shed a tear. And on top of all this hate i almost had a panic attack when i saw him.
So seeing the bastard got me thinking. I am not the same person i was when he was using me as his personal sugar momma while sleeping w/ every slut in chambers and liberty county. I am still the nice calm sweet person that i was( i know ya'll are think "yeah right! this bitch has issues!) but now i am actually happy. I wasnt ever happy w/ him. I know im not nor will i ever be a beauty queen. But Jerry loves me for me-- even with all my hang ups. Someone told me this phrase a few years ago but it is my story. " You date all the rest but will marry the best" and the is what i am doing. He is the best. And the only reason i am still so mad at the bastard is he took something from me that i have had a hard time getting back-- confidence in myself. |
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[Nov. 26th, 2005|11:52 pm] |
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thank goodness thanksgiving is over. I dont know if i could have been able to go to another dinner tomorrow. Not really a huge fan of turkey anyways and have had it already 3 days straight. Guess I shouldnt complain. at least i have food and im not starving. But i guess the real reason i dislike it so much is the fact that i have to spend time w/ my dads side of the family. About 10 mins after we eat and everyone is trying to digest-- out come the church song books!! B/c nothing says good family fun like sing church hymns in my uncle's house. Jerry and i went to see Harry Potter and then meet up w/ cristina and cody for some fab sushi. hugs and kisses to all! |
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